~~~Foul Mood~~~~

I’ve been in a really foul mood this whole week. Yes... I have the “Designer’s Mood” or I call it the “curse of a designer”. I’m a very, very, very, very moody person. Nobody really knows this about me (not even those closest to me) except for 2 or 3 persons (who had suffered my wrath before!)...I guess I hide it quite well and I -choose/try not to let my bad mood affect other people.

I’ve just found out that one of my colleague is leaving the company by end of the month on monday. He is the guy who hired me and he’s a really nice chap. I’ve only known him for less than 2 months but he’s really fun to work with and we like to tease each other all the time. It’s like for once I dun have to work with a supervisor who:
·is young and immature and gets emotional all the time
·is an Asian American who thinks just becoz he’s an American he’s a class above the rest of us.
·claps his hands all the time in the office and irritates the hell out of everyone
·is a British and thinks he can exploits us Asians by paying us peanuts and expects us to work 8 days a week
After he leaves I have to deal directly with the boss who has so much stuff on his mind he can’t really tell me what he wants/needs to be done. It’s funny, instead of the boss chasing me to finish up work I have to chase him everyday to give me work to do. I can foresee that I'm going to need lots of aspirin...Sigh...

- Getting only a few hours of sleep for the last 2 weeks certainly did not help improve my mood...
- Watching Malaysia lost in the Thomas Cup semifinals by a 3-2 margin to Denmark last week did not help...(On paper our doubles are suppose to lose and the singles win but it was the other way round...what the heck?!?!)
- having to be on deck 5 weeks in a row on sundays did not help.... in fact I was feeling so tired, I wanted to just tell James that I dowan to be in the worship team anymore(no it won't be an april fool's joke ;P)
- Knowing that I have to work on Wesak day (the boss conveniently push the holiday to Saturday) did not help...
- Getting fired by Sivin yesterday did not help too...*GRIN*
- ok....At least getting to see Jerrell live on the webcam yesterday improved my mood a bit...... for a while and then I felt bad for not being able to celebrate his 1st birthday with him and my mood turned from bad to worst. I missed that little guy.

I really hope that this moody period will be over soon. I do not want to snap at anyone especially this sunday when it's Mother's day. I want to apologise first, if I ever snap at you for no reason. And no I'm not having PMS.